I wrote this early last year in a mad free writing session... Enjoy!
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In the midst of all my happiness, tragedy and plights, I have been molded in to the person I am now. A Gay man who is I am searching the deep and shallow waters in order to gain understanding. Time invested Seemed lost to the violent wind of uncertainty.
I will not stay in the house and mope and ponder my issues no longer. The world and its light is shining on my face. I will build friendships and advance in a way agreeable to my self and God to the best of my ability. Whether it is spending time with a new friend and treating myself to a lonely movie (which I do often). I am happy that I am regaining myself slowly but surely. I will not subject myself to abuse. I will not live in the past but learn from it. I know now that the Gay man does not want to be alone. He seeks companionship and hopes finally "He's" the one.
The one to walk through the decades of human life with, one who shares the same Goals and Views with Harmony.
I am searching for harmony with in myself only then will I be able to give fully to another. At times it seems that I have wasted my valuable time. I know what love is because I have been shown love in the true sense in my youth. When some one says they love you
You will know that its true because they demonstrate it through actions, When a relationship has been tested and refined with time it becomes unbreakable. Love really does have a meaning and a definition. People who really love each other will forgive each other, that means: "Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look out for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. "Now, however, there remain faith, hope, love, these three: but the greatest of these is love." - 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, 13
I will not stay in the house and mope and ponder my issues no longer. The world and its light is shining on my face. I will build friendships and advance in a way agreeable to my self and God to the best of my ability. Whether it is spending time with a new friend and treating myself to a lonely movie (which I do often). I am happy that I am regaining myself slowly but surely. I will not subject myself to abuse. I will not live in the past but learn from it. I know now that the Gay man does not want to be alone. He seeks companionship and hopes finally "He's" the one.
The one to walk through the decades of human life with, one who shares the same Goals and Views with Harmony.
I am searching for harmony with in myself only then will I be able to give fully to another. At times it seems that I have wasted my valuable time. I know what love is because I have been shown love in the true sense in my youth. When some one says they love you
You will know that its true because they demonstrate it through actions, When a relationship has been tested and refined with time it becomes unbreakable. Love really does have a meaning and a definition. People who really love each other will forgive each other, that means: "Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look out for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. "Now, however, there remain faith, hope, love, these three: but the greatest of these is love." - 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, 13
In Short Love Never Fails...
Be it Love of Self, Neighbor, Spouse or God.
posted by OhWordU2 @ 11:09 AM
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